Oh, Hey There!

Well hello long forgotten blog! I'd apologize for neglecting you, that is if I was sorry, but seeing as I'm not...

A few things may have changed since I last wrote, but I'm sure you'll catch on as time passes. Not really focused on the past, as much as the present, and the future of course. Speaking of...

Some goals for 2014:

• Headstand - be able to do it for an extended period of time and semi-gracefully (I know I aim high!)
• 5k, 10k, half marathon - already signed up for the 5k neon run again in March, so I'm on my way!
• Move to an apartment where I can have my piano - without breaking the budget
• Get back to my musical roots and practice said piano - that one may take some work, but it'll be so worth it.
• Hand written letters - write them AND send them, even if it's just a short "you've been on my mind". Who doesn't like getting an actual letter and knowing someone's been thinking of them?!
• Savings Account  - grow it.
• Credit card - shrink it.
• Stamp in the passport - get one, and not because a nephew put it there.
• Make passion a priority - find/make/spend more time doing things I'm passionate about, whether it be ceramics, gardening, reading, going to concerts, theatre, museums, art galleries, hiking, etc.

There are more of course, one of which I did not include being, "Don't aimlessly stay up on the computer", so I'm going to bed. Buona notte.

If you know me at all then you know I LOVE accessories!

Here are some of my favorite earrings from Betsey Johnson.

I love her stuff!!!

If Only

When I'm feeling down I usually tend to start fantasizing about different things and browse online for said things. It varies from travel destinations, such as Irish bed and breakfasts, Caribbean cruises, volunteering somewhere in South America, African safaris, etc, to different career paths, such as travelling nurse, flight attendant, international tour guide, having my own ceramic and/or glass studio, having my own  bakery, etc.. And sometimes I fantasize about a brand new wardrobe....Tonight, SHOES!

In a perfect dream world I think these would be my perfect dream wedding shoes. 

Christion Louboutin Fifi 100 mm

This is what perfection looks like as a black pump.

Christion Louboutin Alti Pump 140 mm

I want them!

My favorite thing about Louboutins are the red soles. Maybe someday I'll be able to own a pair...Until then I'll keep dreaming.

Quick Vent Sesh

I don't want to work anymore. I'm tired of attempting the balancing act required in life.  I really want to do more art and focus on ceramics and glass and not worry about anything else.  Can I just be an artist and a bum?? The only problem is then I couldn't afford the lifestyle I like.  I want to jump this tightrope.

I just watched Letters to Juliet and absolutely loved it.  Try as I may to deny it, I really am a hopeless romantic.  I want my very own fairytale ending just like every other girl.  I want to fall in love with some amazingly wonderful, ruggedly handsome man who sweeps me off my feet and makes all my dreams come true.  The kind of love that keeps you walking in the clouds, that makes you smile for no reason at all.  I don't want to be grounded anymore.

I love Ben Harper's "Forever".
"Not talkin' 'bout a year no not three or four
I don't want that kind of forever in my life anymore
forever always seems to be around when it begins
but forever never seems to be around when it ends
so give me your forever please your forever
not a day less will do from you..."

CarCar's New Car!

Well, I guess I'm officially an adult now, but that doesn't mean I'm grown-up! ;) 

I bought my very own brand new car 2 weeks ago.  It was pretty exciting, especially since I didn't need a co-signer or anything. It was also bittersweet. As much I wanted a new car, and I love it, I hate the fact that I now have a financial responsibility and commitment for 5 years. It's different from paying rent and utilities and all those other "little" bills. Honestly, it kind of scares me. The other thing that had/has me a little down is that the entire down payment was EVERYTHING I had been saving to go volunteer abroad and travel.  However, I'm grateful I was and am in a position to support myself. Kinda. haha.

Grandpa Bob

Nana and Bob Nov 2001

 My grandpa Bob was the best grandpa in the world!  I wish I knew how to upload the video of Katie, Laurel and Tadd singing, "Grandpa Bob is great! Ya! Ya! Ya!".  That pretty much sums it up.  He was the one who coined the nickname "Sugar Lips" for me. I'll never forget his sloppy, wet kisses! haha. When I said goodbye to him he kept asking for one more.  I think I gave him 3 or 4!  I'd give him all the kisses he wants!  He was a wonderful, loving man.  He was the most friendly person I've ever met or known.  He could have a conversation with anyone and everyone knew who he was! I am so grateful to know that I'll get to see him again someday.  I'll be able to hug him and dance with him.  I loved the way he danced, especially with Nana.  I love that I have so many wonderful memories with him.  His memory makes my heart smile.  I love you Grandpa Bob! Forever and always!  I'll be seeing you!