I should be going to bed, but I don't think I'm going to be able to fall asleep. I have a busy day tomorrow, but there's SO much on my mind! Not to mention how anxious I am about tomorrow. I don't want to broadcast what may or may not be happening in my life, but let's just say I have the opportunity for a huge break tomorrow which could lead to some big changes in my life if all goes well. I'm so nervous! I've never done anything like this before!
I'm missing a number of people right now. People I'm close to but aren't in my everyday life and people I used to be close to but am not anymore. I think something I struggle the most with in life is letting go of people I've cared about and/or have loved. When all is said and done I still care about them. And it drives me nuts when these people I care about make choices or do things I don't understand. For example, dating someone that is not good enough for them, and wanting to talk to them about it but they won't listen. I just want to scream at them, "What are you thinking?!?! Don't you know you deserve better?!?!" Or when someone you were close to just stops talking to you, and all of a sudden you're not really a part of their life anymore or they a part of yours.
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